I sit down at the dining room table with the familiar mess: a million shards of safety-scissored scrap-paper transformed into a miniature bookshelf by a miniature artist; a formidable stack of papers from the preschool; a leaning tower of library books; and an abandoned teacup, half finished. I hope it was today’s tea.
I dream of converting the guest room into an art studio – I’ve even put that old kitchen table up there as a place-holder for the dream. But it’s here, the dining room, in the middle of the mess and the chaos, that I still come to paint. I come after my girls are tucked in at night, or while they watch the third episode of Wild Kratts in the other room, or now, while they shape play-dough into baked goods between their not-so-chubby-anymore fingers and imaginations.
We are making here, always.
We make dinner, and make forts out of blankets, and we make faces of frustration, the likes of which live on precisely no-one’s Instagram feed. We make messes and we make space and order and then we make messes again. We make it through bedtime and make love even in the tired seasons of life. We make memories and we paint with words and make story and make believe and we are making, making, making.
I make, more and more these days, with pencil and paint. I am embracing the idea that this gift, the art that always seeps out some place, can be my vocation. And the art can be a hidden wellspring. And the art can be an offering. I begin to see my art through this tri-focal lens…. (read more)
I’m sharing over at (in)courage today about the process behind the Words Matter Prints I made for DaySpring this fall. Hop on over to read more and see their special offer!
Annie. Myquillyn told me about you, and I’m now surprised we are just now connecting. I feel such kinship with your work, your heart, and your musings. I’d love to connect and be real life friends. 🙂 blessings….because of grace, Ruth Simons (gracelaced.com)
Ruth! I’m not sure how I missed this, but I would so love to connect! Will send an email your way! Much love!
Oh, Annie, I can so relate to this post. I have one room that is a perpetual mess of paper snips, watercolor smears and old coffee cups from my late night painting! I dream of having a WHOLE room for painting and have secretly priced sheds for such a purpose. 🙂
What a beautiful art work, Annie! I am so thankful to meet you and talked with you few months ago at Declare! You are amazing 🙂